Free Spirit Academy is a safe pasture for the black sheep. These courses are here to support your healing, growth, and the freedom to be fully you.
Who are the black sheep? We’re the highly sensitive. The ones who always felt a little different. The ones who could never quite make what was “normal” work for us. Some of us are queer (myself included) or neurodivergent (also me) or have left behind a high-control religion for a more true and free existence (raises hand.) Some of us have CPTSD from years of early trauma. Some of us are just creative weirdos wanting to give less fucks about what other people think of us being creative weirdos. Some of us are activists, trying to stay well while striving for a world that’s better for all of us.
You want to be free to be you. Not some optimized bot or perfected before-and-after story. The alive, dynamic, real, whole, creative, expressive creature you know lives within.
But perhaps what you feel more of the time is…
- Numb and hopeless, feeling like you’re living in the same compulsive patterns over and over.
- Overwhelmed or anxious, taking in the immense pain of the world on an endless scroll.
- Reactive or frustrated, but unable to express healthy anger or boundaries.
How often have you felt like it's impossible to feel a sense of peace in a world so full of suffering, racism, misogyny, homophobia, transphobia, ableism - and more 'isms than fit in a reasonable sentence?
You might feel like you've been stuck in patterns of mindless scrolling, eating, insert-your-most-entrancing-distraction-here for so long - that words like "freedom" and “aliveness” sound trite or silly.
It's possible that those quiet longings for awe and wonder, gratitude for life, or even just the ability to safely feel and express your emotions - feel out of reach.
Testimonial:
"Rande, I always felt that one day I would die. I would kill myself. That’s how I saw my life ending. 100 percent. That one day it would all be too much. I don’t think that anymore. In fact I know that won’t happen. Because I have skills now, skills you’ve taught me and practiced with me with no judgement and With patience. I knew I’d never make it. I’ve been through years, YEARS of therapy. DBT, emdr, cbt and whatever else they could come up with. What I needed- all this time, is to connect to me. Come back to me. Learn myself and processes my experiences in a safe way."
"Over the past few weeks, I have regained my confidence in my body which has allowed me to show up more vibrantly as myself in life; this was a surprise side effect that came with addressing the root cause of my binge eating! I've found that I have more energy to do the things I love now that I'm not spending a large amount of my energy avoiding my anger or my sadness or the way a comment made me feel unworthy or abandoned. Rande's expanded what I believe is possible for myself"
Imagine with me.
Imagine a world where we all felt safe inside ourselves. We understood our needs and were able to get them met. We understood our emotions, felt safe enough to take a deep breath, and had a deep sense of "enoughness" inside our beings.
It's a world I want. One that could turn capitalism, as it's currently running (and by no means working well for the majority of us) in a new direction. One where we were curious about each other before we were judgmental. A world where we celebrated each other's unique ways of thinking and expressing.
It’s a grand vision. I also know that there’s deep systemic change needed for all of us to thrive.
But I do believe if there’s a world we want to see, we’re most effective when we start within ourselves.
- I want you to feel more free and less anxious.
- More alive and less on autopilot.
- More "you" and less of the conditioned "good girl” you may have learned to be.
Sound good? I'd be so happy to have you.
Entering Free Spirit Academy is like immersing yourself in a richly alive forest with multiple pathways to choose from.
The pathway you take first will depend on what you need.
Available course pathways:
In Binge Freedom, we learn that understanding emotional eating requires understanding our emotions.
In Liberated, we learn that to understand intuitive eating, we need to understand our intuition.
In Body Love, we learn to cultivate not only a liberated body image, but a relationship with our body as our wisest guide.
And in Coming Home to Your Body we come to understand why we struggle with painful emotions and compulsive/addictive behaviors. We also explore how to get to the root of our stress and trauma by learning to fully inhabit our body's experience. This is a course on how to feel.
In order to trust our bodies, we have to start understanding their language.
The Anxiety Library: Coming Soon
The Grief Library: Coming Soon
The Anger Library: Coming Soon
The Boundaries Library: Coming Soon
Free Spirit Academy is not designed for navel gazing, spiritual bypassing, or getting lost in the pain of our past.
This is about actually feeling safe and grounded enough to move forward.
Testimonial
"Before working with Rande, I had been in the "self-development corner" for almost 5 years. I have even been trained as a coach myself, and still, with certain topics, I just couldn't get any further. It seemed like I knew and understood a lot but my body didn't come along at all. I knew a little about trauma and the nervous system but I had no idea how to "use" that knowledge. Whenever I wanted to go for those bigger challenges that I was longing for, and every time I tried to just "go for it" and take action, my body felt...awful. She constricted, felt tense, my brain got foggy and I didn't understand why. Since wanting to take action felt so awful, I procrastinated and procrastinated (which of course made me feel even more awful). I felt like I had been working on myself for so long and with such intensity, and still I didn't feel any closer to my heart's goals. After so many years of trying so hard, just listening to or reading her words made my body breathe a sigh of relief. For a moment, I'd feel more at home in my body, as if she'd been waiting for this kind of compassion. This step was and still is one of the best decisions I have ever made for myself, and my connection with my body and nervous system. I'm now able to feel at home in myself and in my body and this is the best feeling ever. "
Hi, I'm Rande.
With over 13 years of client experience, training in Somatic Experiencing, Eating Psychology Coaching, and breathwork, plus my (obsessive) interest in growth and healing - I bring a unique approach to my offerings.
I also run Free Spirit Academy. To me, a “free spirit” is feeling safe to be you - and often, that means first unearthing conditioning and trauma from our early years, culture, religion, education systems, and beyond.
I support clients in coming home to their bodies, tending to their trauma, and nurturing their truth.
Curriculum
- Day 1: Why We Don't Feel At Home in Our Bodies (LISTEN) (31:59)
- Day 2: Coming Home to Your Body's Connection and Protection (JOURNAL)
- Day 3: Orienting to Safety (PRACTICE) (7:42)
- Day 4: Exploring your Protective Responses (JOURNAL)
- Day 5: Easing Into the Body (PRACTICE) (3:19)
- Day 6: What is Trauma? (LISTEN) (19:56)
- Day 7: Identifying your Trauma (JOURNAL)
- Day 8: Orienting to Safety (PRACTICE) (5:04)
- Day 9: Coming Home to Your Joints (PRACTICE) (9:19)
- Day 10: Coming Home to Your Healthy Impulse (PRACTICE) (8:37)
- Day 11: How to Work with Painful Coping Patterns (LISTEN) (16:11)
- Day 12: Painful Coping Patterns and the Wounded Inner Child (JOURNAL)
- Day 13: Coming Home to Nourishment (PRACTICE) (9:49)
- Day 14: Coming Home to Your Inhale (PRACTICE) (9:26)
- Day 15: Coming Home to Your Exhale (PRACTICE) (8:23)
- Day 16: Full Body Awareness (PRACTICE) (7:41)
- Day 17: What 'Feeling Your Feelings' REALLY Means (LISTEN) (11:56)
- Day 18: Getting to Know Your Fear (LISTEN) (11:49)
- Day 19: Safety in Fear/Anxiety (PRACTICE A)
- Day 20: Safety in Fear/Anxiety (PRACTICE B)
- Day 21: Getting to Know Your Sadness (LISTEN) (11:04)
- Day 22: Kundalini Meditation for Sadness (PRACTICE) (9:04)
- Day 23: Getting to Know Your Anger (LISTEN) (12:19)
- Day 24: From Suppressed Anger to Healthy Aggression (PRACTICE A)
- Day 25: 9-Minute Breath Practice for Processing Anger (PRACTICE B) (9:26)
- Day 26: How to Feel When What You Feel is "Nothing."
- Day 27: How to Listen to Your Body (LISTEN) (16:11)
- Day 28: Partnering with Your Body as a Guide (JOURNAL)
- Day 29: The Embodied Journaling Practice (PRACTICE) (4:41)
- Day 30: Moving Forward in Partnership with the Body (LISTEN) (15:49)
- Day 1: Welcome (3:11)
- Day 2: The Dream Under the Dream Body (LISTEN) (22:11)
- Day 3: The Dream Under the Dream Body (PRACTICE) (7:19)
- Day 4: Your Body is your Partner (MINI PRACTICE) (1:52)
- Day 5: Your Body is your Partner (MINI PRACTICE) (1:13)
- Day 6: Your Body is your Partner (MINI PRACTICE) (2:26)
- Day 7: Aliveness not Apathy (BYE, DIET RULES) (21:56)
- Day 8: Practicing Aliveness (PRACTICE) (6:19)
- Day 9: Continuing your Aliveness Practice
- Day 10: Continuing your Aliveness Practice (Plus Binge Freedom Bonus) (8:26)
- Day 11: Continuing your Aliveness Practice
- Day 12: Your Body is Good (PLEASURE AND PAIN AS A COMPASS) (19:48)
- Day 13: Learning from Pleasure and Pain without Shame (PRACTICE) (7:03)
- Day 14: Mid-Course Tension Release (PRACTICE) (5:47)
- Day 15: Working with Pain from Food (PRACTICE) (4:26)
- Day 16: Is it Really Pain from Food? (PRACTICE) (6:49)
- Day 17: Your Inner Critic is On Your Side (LISTEN) (15:04)
- Day 18: Working with Your Inner Critic (PRACTICE) (6:11)
- Day 19: Why We Feel Unsafe (BONUS AUDIO) (21:58)
- Day 20: Feeling your Inner Critic and Working with Shame. (PRACTICE) (4:04)
- Day 21: Returning to Aliveness (PRACTICE) (2:26)
- Day 22: Returning to Your Body's Echo (PRACTICE) (7:03)
- Day 23: Working with Cravings (LISTEN) (9:56)
- Day 24: A Practice for Painful Desires, Cravings, and Compulsive Behaviors (PRACTICE) (5:26)
- Day 25: Meeting Unmet Needs Outside the Diet Cycle (LISTEN) (11:33)
- Day 26: Unmet Needs Journaling (JOURNAL)
- Day 27: Re-visiting the Dream Body (PRACTICE) (7:19)
- Day 28: Beyond the Initiation (LISTEN) (12:49)
- Day 29: Your Body as a Partner Beyond Food (PRACTICE) (4:11)
- Day 30: Closing Body Connection (1:23)
- Recommended Reading
- Day 1: Welcome (LISTEN) (3:41)
- Day 2: It's Not About Willpower (Audio) (21:49)
- Day 3: Orienting to Safety (RETURN HERE DAILY) (7:49)
- Day 4: Daily Practice
- Day 5: Letting Go of Control is Not Being OUT of Control (Listen) (12:19)
- Day 6: The Control Inventory (Journal)
- Day 7: Daily Practice
- Day 8: It's Not About The Food...Except When It's About The Food (Listen) (12:19)
- Day 9: Following Your Healthy Impulses (Practice) (7:06)
- Day 10: Daily Practice
- Day 11: It's Not About The Food...Except When It's About The Food Pt 2 (Listen) (12:19)
- Day 12: Finding Ease (Practice) (6:26)
- Day 13: Daily Practice
- Day 14: What "Feeling Your Feelings" ACTUALLY Means...and how to do it (Listen) (21:19)
- Days 15-19: The Emotion Toolbox (Practice)
- Day 20: Daily Practice
- Day 21: Using Pleasure as a Guide (Listen) (19:49)
- Day 22: The Pleasure Inventory (Journal)
- Day 23: Daily Practice
- Day 24: Embracing Pleasure
- Day 25: Softening Perfectionism and Reimagining "Happily Ever After" (Listen) (25:11)
- Day 26: What's Going Unexpressed? (Journal)
- Day 27: Daily Practice
- Day 28: Embracing Pleasure
- Day 29: Daily Practice
- Day 30: Reflections (Journal)
- Recommended Reading List
- Day 1: Respecting the Body as a Practice (LISTEN) (22:56)
- Day 2: Re-imagining the Body (JOURNAL)
- Day 3: Feeling Safe Inside the Body (PRACTICE) (7:42)
- Day 4: Safety Practice (PRACTICE) (6:39)
- Day 5: Safety Practice (PRACTICE) (6:39)
- Day 6: Walking into Aliveness (PRACTICE)
- Day 7: Reimagining the body as a home for your inner world (LISTEN) (16:41)
- Day 8: Inner Princess and Inner Queen (JOURNAL)
- Day 9: Following Your Impulses (PRACTICE) (7:49)
- Day 10: Following Your Real Life Impulses (PRACTICE)
- Day 11: Reimagining the Body as Worthy of Respect (LISTEN) (10:41)
- Day 12: Facing Yourself (MIRROR PRACTICE) (5:49)
- Day 13: Mirror Practice (PRACTICE)
- Day 14: Mirror Practice (PRACTICE)
- Day 15: Treating your Body with Respect (PRACTICE A)
- Day 16: Treating your Body with Respect (PRACTICE B)
- Day 17: Treating your Body with Respect (PRACTICE C)
- Day 18: Treating your Body with Respect (PRACTICE D)
- Day 19: Mirror Practice (PRACTICE)
- Day 20: Mirror Practice (PRACTICE)
- Day 21: A Queen's Pleasure (LISTEN) (11:56)
- Day 22: The Feel Good Inventory (JOURNAL)
- Day 23: Mirror Practice 2.0 (PRACTICE)
- Day 24: Mirror Practice 2.0 (PRACTICE)
- Day 25: Reimagining Your Body as a Guide (LISTEN) (10:49)
- Day 26: Your Body as a Guide (JOURNAL)
- Day 27: Mirror Practice 2.0 (PRACTICE)
- Day 28: Mirror Practice 2.0 (PRACTICE)
- Day 29: Reimagining A New "Before and After" Story (LISTEN) (6:19)
- Day 30: Embodied Reflections (JOURNAL)
- Recommended Reading List
Why is Free Spirit Academy different?
Because there’s a lot of information out there that I’ve found frustratingly un-helpful.
Healing is more than just “regulating your nervous system” or “getting into a parasympathetic state” or “toning your vagal nerve.”
Growth is more than just “thinking positively” or “not caring what anybody thinks” or “forgiving and moving forward.”
Transformation is more than just a before-and-after story.
This shit suppresses you. Your aliveness. Your wholeness. Your real-ness.
We’re far more complex and interesting than this.
It’s time to come home to all of who you are.
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